230. It is incomprehensible that God should exist, and it is incomprehensible
that He should not exist; that the soul should be joined to
the body, and that we should have no soul; that the world should be
created, and that it should not be created, etc.; that original sin
should be, and that it should not be.
231. Do you believe it to be impossible that God is infinite, without
parts? Yes. I wish therefore to show you an infinite and indivisible
thing. It is a point moving everywhere with an infinite velocity; for
it is one in all places and is all totality in every place.
Let this effect of nature, which previously seemed to you impossible,
make you know that there may be others of which you are still
ignorant. Do not draw this conclusion from your experiment, that there
remains nothing for you to know; but rather that there remains
an infinity for you to know.
232. Infinite movement, the point which fills everything, the moment of rest; infinite without quantity, indivisible and infinite.
233. Infinite--nothing.--Our soul is cast into a body, where it finds
number, dimension. Thereupon it reasons, and calls this nature
necessity, and can believe nothing else.
Unity joined to infinity adds nothing to it, no more than one foot to
an infinite measure. The finite is annihilated in the presence of the
infinite, and becomes a pure nothing. So our spirit before God, so
our justice before divine justice. There is not so great a disproportion
between our justice and that of God as between unity and infinity.
The justice of God must be vast like His compassion. Now justice to
the outcast is less vast and ought less to offend our feelings than
mercy towards the elect.
We know that there is an infinite, and are ignorant of its nature. As
we know it to be false that numbers are finite, it is therefore true that
there is an infinity in number. But we do not know what it is. It is
false that it is even, it is false that it is odd; for the addition of
a unit
can make no change in its nature. Yet it is a number, and every number
is odd or even (this is certainly true of every finite number). So
we may well know that there is a God without knowing what He is. Is
there not one substantial truth, seeing there are so many things
which are not the truth itself?
We know then the existence and nature of the finite, because we also
are finite and have extension. We know the existence of the
infinite and are ignorant of its nature, because it has extension like
us, but not limits like us. But we know neither the existence nor the
nature of God, because He has neither extension nor limits.
But by faith we know His existence; in glory we shall know His nature.
Now, I have already shown that we may well know the existence
of a thing, without knowing its nature.
Let us now speak according to natural lights.
If there is a God, He is infinitely incomprehensible, since, having
neither parts nor limits, He has no affinity to us. We are then incapable
of knowing either what He is or if He is. This being so, who will dare
to undertake the decision of the question? Not we, who have no
affinity to Him.
Who then will blame Christians for not being able to give a reason for
their belief, since they profess a religion for which they cannot
give a reason? They declare, in expounding it to the world, that it
is a foolishness, stultitiam;28 and then you complain that they do not
prove it! If they proved it, they would not keep their word; it is
in lacking proofs that they are not lacking in sense. "Yes, but although
this excuses those who offer it as such and takes away from them the
blame of putting it forward without reason, it does not excuse those
who receive it." Let us then examine this point, and say, "God is,
or He is not." But to which side shall we incline? Reason can decide
nothing here. There is an infinite chaos which separated us. A game
is being played at the extremity of this infinite distance where heads
or tails will turn up. What will you wager? According to reason, you
can do neither the one thing nor the other; according to reason, you
can defend neither of the propositions.
Do not, then, reprove for error those who have made a choice; for you
know nothing about it. "No, but I blame them for having made,
not this choice, but a choice; for again both he who chooses heads
and he who chooses tails are equally at fault, they are both in the
wrong. The true course is not to wager at all."
Yes; but you must wager. It is not optional. You are embarked. Which
will you choose then? Let us see. Since you must choose, let us see
which interests you least. You have two things to lose, the true and
the good; and two things to stake, your reason and your will, your
knowledge and your happiness; and your nature has two things to shun,
error and misery. Your reason is no more shocked in choosing
one rather than the other, since you must of necessity choose. This
is one point settled. But your happiness? Let us weigh the gain and
the loss in wagering that God is. Let us estimate these two chances.
If you gain, you gain all; if you lose, you lose nothing. Wager, then,
without hesitation that He is. "That is very fine. Yes, I must wager;
but I may perhaps wager too much." Let us see. Since there is an equal
risk of gain and of loss, if you had only to gain two lives, instead
of one, you might still wager. But if there were three lives to gain, you
would have to play (since you are under the necessity of playing),
and you would be imprudent, when you are forced to play, not to
chance your life to gain three at a game where there is an equal risk
of loss and gain. But there is an eternity of life and happiness. And
this being so, if there were an infinity of chances, of which one only
would be for you, you would still be right in wagering one to win
two, and you would act stupidly, being obliged to play, by refusing
to stake one life against three at a game in which out of an infinity of
chances there is one for you, if there were an infinity of an infinitely
happy life to gain. But there is here an infinity of an infinitely
happy life to gain, a chance of gain against a finite number of chances
of loss, and what you stake is finite. It is all divided; where-ever the
infinite is and there is not an infinity of chances of loss against
that of gain, there is no time to hesitate, you must give all. And thus,
when one is forced to play, he must renounce reason to preserve his
life, rather than risk it for infinite gain, as likely to happen as the
loss of nothingness.
For it is no use to say it is uncertain if we will gain, and it is certain
that we risk, and that the infinite distance between the certainly of
what is staked and the uncertainty of what will be gained, equals the
finite good which is certainly staked against the uncertain infinite. It
is not so, as every player stakes a certainty to gain an uncertainty,
and yet he stakes a finite certainty to gain a finite uncertainty, without
transgressing against reason. There is not an infinite distance between
the certainty staked and the uncertainty of the gain; that is untrue.
In truth, there is an infinity between the certainty of gain and the
certainty of loss. But the uncertainty of the gain is proportioned to the
certainty of the stake according to the proportion of the chances of
gain and loss. Hence it comes that, if there are as many risks on one
side as on the other, the course is to play even; and then the certainty
of the stake is equal to the uncertainty of the gain, so far is it from
fact that there is an infinite distance between them. And so our proposition
is of infinite force, when there is the finite to stake in a game
where there are equal risks of gain and of loss, and the infinite to
gain. This is demonstrable; and if men are capable of any truths, this
is
one.
"I confess it, I admit it. But, still, is there no means of seeing the
faces of the cards?" Yes, Scripture and the rest, etc. "Yes, but I have
my
hands tied and my mouth closed; I am forced to wager, and am not free.
I am not released, and am so made that I cannot believe. What,
then, would you have me do?"
True. But at least learn your inability to believe, since reason brings
you to this, and yet you cannot believe. Endeavour, then, to convince
yourself, not by increase of proofs of God, but by the abatement of
your passions. You would like to attain faith and do not know the way;
you would like to cure yourself of unbelief and ask the remedy for
it. Learn of those who have been bound like you, and who now stake
all their possessions. These are people who know the way which you
would follow, and who are cured of an ill of which you would be
cured. Follow the way by which they began; by acting as if they believed,
taking the holy water, having masses said, etc. Even this will
naturally make you believe, and deaden your acuteness. "But this is
what I am afraid of." And why? What have you to lose?
But to show you that this leads you there, it is this which will lessen the passions, which are your stumbling-blocks.
The end of this discourse.--Now, what harm will befall you in taking
this side? You will be faithful, humble, grateful, generous, a sincere
friend, truthful. Certainly you will not have those poisonous pleasures,
glory and luxury; but will you not have others? I will tell you
that you will thereby gain in this life, and that, at each step you
take on this road, you will see so great certainty of gain, so much
nothingness in what you risk, that you will at last recognise that
you have wagered for something certain and infinite, for which you
have given nothing.
"Ah! This discourse transports me, charms me," etc.
If this discourse pleases you and seems impressive, know that it is
made by a man who has knelt, both before and after it, in prayer to
that Being, infinite and without parts, before whom he lays all he
has, for you also to lay before Him all you have for your own good and
for His glory, that so strength may be given to lowliness.
234. If we must not act save on a certainty, we ought not to act on
religion, for it is not certain. But how many things we do on an
uncertainty, sea voyages, battles! I say then we must do nothing at
all, for nothing is certain, and that there is more certainty in religion
than there is as to whether we may see to-morrow; for it is not certain
that we may see to-morrow, and it is certainly possible that we
may not, see it. We cannot say as much about religion. It is not certain
that it is; but who will venture to say that it is certainly possible
that it is not? Now when we work for to-morrow, and so on an uncertainty,
we act reasonably; for we ought to work for an uncertainty
according to the doctrine of chance which was demonstrated above.
Saint Augustine has seen that we work for an uncertainty, on sea, in
battle, etc. But he has not seen the doctrine of chance which proves
that we should do so. Montaigne has seen that we are shocked at a fool,
and that habit is all-powerful; but he has not seen the reason of
this effect.
All these persons have seen the effects, but they have not seen the
causes. They are, in comparison with those who have discovered the
causes, as those who have only eyes are in comparison with those who
have intellect. For the effects are perceptible by sense, and the
causes are visible only to the intellect. And although these effects
are seen by the mind, this mind is, in comparison with the mind
which sees the causes, as the bodily senses are in comparison with
the intellect.